so the last few days have been a bit mad. im just like crying ALL the time. like at the slightest thing! and i cant even work out why. its so so stupid. the babys doing alright, shes almost breathing on her own just on high flow oxygen to help her out a bit when she gets tired.
i went a bit blahhh yesterday and got put in seclusion most the afternoon. fun times hey?
and today was a dialisis day and i just feel so so sick. and now my brains going too fast for my mouth so ive given up so im like iaehigohisdghsuidhgsvuidofjsiodjv nothings moving fast enough for me lol
im just like going up and up and up and soon il just crash back to earth and thats not going to be pretty. i think i need some valium!
to sarah.. ive replied you your comment on the other post under this one :)
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
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Sweetheart
Stop being so hard on yourself. You are crying all the time because you have lost your precious baby, and that's ok. I sent you an email hon, because I've lost my baby as well and also been through her being in hospital so much of her life.
I think you are expecting too much of yourself. You have been through so much and everything is just being too much for you at the moment.
Sometimes when we have too much to cope with, when it gets too much for us, it's like our brains shut down and it's almost like we are not in our own bodies at times.
You are doing a great job, being such a lovely mummy to Blair and you have been chosen for such a special job because you are also a mummy to an Angel. Beau will always be with you hon, just believe. I know it hurts, you can't just make that go away, but you are doing fine babes. Try to stay with it as much as you can. Do you mind if I come on here often to see how you're both doing?
Much love and big hugs
Karenxx
And I forgot the password to Kayles' site - Angel16
xx
Hi Kaylie
I will email you tomorrow (friday) my email doesnt work at hime so have to do it from my mums house. But just wanted you to know that I have got your message.
For what its worth i think you are doing a fantastic job.
SArah xx
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