last night

so last night i had quite an episode the walls were melting, i could feel hands all over me and the voices in my head were screaming. so im shattered today. and im all shakey and spaced out and weak..

blairs doing pretty good though, shes off the oxygen still. just on the feeding tube cos she cant quite cope with breathing and drinking at same time. i went to see her yesterday and didnt pick her up for ages and she started crying and wudnt stop till she was on my knee

:)