Today

i went to see blair the other day and didnt hold her so she cried and then i had to go throw up cos i felt really ill and my kidneys are really hurting so wen i went back she had got so worked up she was screaming and then she threw up and her feeding tube came out so then they sorted her out again and left the tube out etc so i held her and then she just carried on crying her eyes out n arching her back and not wanting to be near me. so i was well gutted

and then this morning iv been to see her and had a cuddle and tried to get her to drink from the bottle and she had a bit :) which is progress. shes 4lb 10 though so down a bit from last time. shes got a cough as well though poor baby, it sounds horrible