Kidney match

So the kidney thingy, its confusing but i think iv got it.. So right say theres 6 numbers, and i have 1, 2, 3, 4 and aarons got 1, 2, 4, 6 so hes got 3 of the same numbers as me so that counts as a match, but then beacuse im young ill probably need another kidney in the future so then because i dont have the 6 and aarons kidney would then i would make antibodies against it so i cudnt have another kidney with a 6 in because id reject it. I THINK (not very sure how many numbers there are, dr only explained it in simple terms). So he is a match basically :) so thats great..

been to see blair and i changed her nappy lol so exciting, i love it :P aaron was like your so weird cos i was like rushing to pick her up and sort her out, and i changed her baby grow (thats a first) so that was a bit nerve racking. it was really hard getting her hands in so in the end i had to poke my fingers up her sleeve and hold her fingers together and yank them through. shes used to having her arms bare atm, shes not worn a sleepsuit for a while just vests. i was showing aaron a few pictures of blair when she was smaller and i found one of her first time wearing clothes, so cute :) and then aaron started asking to see pictures of beau so i was like no and he kinda ruined it. and then i had to sit on my hands while aaron held her, im so paranoid, i hate anyone else touching her. i dont mind amanda obv and other nurses, just seems to be men lol i hate it when the consultant sees her and holds her too.

im ok ish now hes gone, i do like having a visitor to a point, but it does stress me out a lot and its hard keeping everything in and to keep smiling! my heads gone all fast and blurry i was talking to holly a second ago and all my words just went splurge so i had to shutup. when i turn my head all the colours drag and swirl its very strange. and the lapi screen is like stripy.