So far this year

i cant remember everything thats happened, so just go with it. start from now.
so today was ok to start with i went to see blair and she was so cute. i held her a bit and fed her and she drank like half an oz and spat the rest all over me. she was put on cpap yesterday after being on the vent for a while. she cried non stop cos she dont like the cpap elastic on her face. shes alright though. slowely getting over her illness. putting on weight so thats good shes 5lb 3 now. and she survived the night in a cot lol but the nurse ses shes taking a bit to get used to not haveing a roof she keeps reaching her arms up and arching her back

im alright too, getting over the aneurism just my tummys a bit sore now and the peripheral neuropathys not really changed but im working on it. i have to just practice walking with a zimmer frame which i look a complete idiot doing. and im on more meds! and i actually ate some egg yesterday and some protein shake this morning, get me