If we work with the fact i am still who i was before i lost my baby, then i am ok, nothing can hurt me and i am where i was.
But physcally im not the same, mentally im not the same, i dont have what i had and i dont think in the same way.
This point here is me and its nothing. A point, a dot doesnt matter. Until my dot gets bigger and affects anyone other than myself then i wont matter. I need to matter and i need people to care about what i want and what i do.
I dont know where i stand and i just want my baby. I want what i had before. I want to go home.
1 comments:
awww kay im so sorry you have to relive this day again, but you are strong and are loved by many people. there are people who want to help you and make you feel better, we cant bring beau back but we can talk about her as she was a small person after all. just wish i could turn back time and make it better for you. hugs jo x x
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