i was talking to someone about beau today.. and i just realised how long its been since i saw beau, since i cuddled her, since i kissed her goodbye and held her hand. sucha tiny little person, but she has had such a huge effect on my life.
am i letting it define me? i know i talk about her all the time on here, but this is a blog about my thoughts, and she is never ever far from my thoughts
a lot that happens to me, does revolve around her. how i am right now, i am quite selfish, because i need to be, i need to look out for me, and my babies and no room for anyone else right now..
but who gives a fuck really..
this is my blog, my thoughts, my life and its all about me
ill do a proper update eventually..
nanite xxxx